{"id":1763,"date":"2018-09-15T11:30:32","date_gmt":"2018-09-15T10:30:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lizburton.co.uk\/wordpress\/?p=1763"},"modified":"2018-09-16T10:47:59","modified_gmt":"2018-09-16T09:47:59","slug":"apparently-im-not-immortal","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/lizburton.co.uk\/wordpress\/thoughts\/that-just-spill-out-of-our-heads\/apparently-im-not-immortal\/","title":{"rendered":"Apparently I&#8217;m not Immortal"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Aortic heart valve replacement and aorta repair on the horizon and I (John) am guessing that open heart surgery is not a bundle of laughs.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s a strange thing to realise that things may end sooner than you thought . Thinking about your mortality is of those things you ignore. The days tick by and you just expect they will keep on coming; until the unexpected happens.<\/p>\n<p>Anyone who has read this blog will know that Liz is a retired doctor. Just before she retired, about 8 years ago, we were watching television one evening when she put her head on my chest. &#8216;I think you&#8217;ve got a heart murmur&#8217; she said.<\/p>\n<p>Thus started a chain of events which led to me having a CT scan and <span class=\"st\">echocardiogram<\/span>s every 9 to 12 months to keep an &#8216;eye on things&#8217;. Apparently I have bicuspid aortic valve and an aortic aneurysm.<\/p>\n<p>After 8 years of monitoring things have got to the point that complex open heart surgery is going to be required. I was only told this earlier this week so it&#8217;s kind of weird to be faced with the knowledge that you need serious and risky surgery to carry on living.<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_1764\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-1764\" style=\"width: 600px\" class=\"wp-caption alignleft\"><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"size-full wp-image-1764\" src=\"http:\/\/lizburton.co.uk\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/heart_surgery.jpg\" alt=\"Heart Surgery\" width=\"600\" height=\"403\" srcset=\"http:\/\/lizburton.co.uk\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/heart_surgery.jpg 600w, http:\/\/lizburton.co.uk\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/heart_surgery-300x202.jpg 300w, http:\/\/lizburton.co.uk\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/09\/heart_surgery-550x369.jpg 550w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 709px) 85vw, (max-width: 909px) 67vw, (max-width: 984px) 61vw, (max-width: 1362px) 45vw, 600px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-1764\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">A lot of &#8216;black humour&#8217; is going to be required to get through this.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>To be honest I&#8217;m not looking forward to this and it&#8217;s obviously a tad scary. On the other hand I&#8217;m fortunate enough to live in a country where this surgery is routinely carried out about 7,500 times a year and is free within our wonderful National Healt Service that slime ball politicians on the right are trying to dismantle.<\/p>\n<p>I have no choice; but I can write some words about the process that may help someone else in the future. So despite being the world&#8217;s worst blogger I will try and keep this updated to the end (not the best choice of words, John).<\/p>\n<p>The next step is being called for another scan and some further tests so that the surgeons have a clear idea of what they are facing.<\/p>\n<p>So as I get called for tests and then surgery I&#8217;ll give you a patient&#8217;s eye view of things.<\/p>\n<p>Now hopefully, with the skills of those who work in the NHS and the support of Liz, I&#8217;ll come through this ok. I&#8217;m a crap writer but would urge you to read <a href=\"http:\/\/www.samanthawillsfoundation.org\/contributors\/2018\/1\/6\/holly-butcher-1990-2018\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">this post<\/a> by a brave lady who had far fewer years than I have had.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s a cliche but &#8216;live every day as if it is your last, for one day it will be&#8217;.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Aortic heart valve replacement and aorta repair on the horizon and I (John) am guessing that open heart surgery is not a bundle of laughs. It\u2019s a strange thing to realise that things may end sooner than you thought . Thinking about your mortality is of those things you ignore. The days tick by and &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/lizburton.co.uk\/wordpress\/thoughts\/that-just-spill-out-of-our-heads\/apparently-im-not-immortal\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Apparently I&#8217;m not Immortal&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0},"categories":[80,18],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/lizburton.co.uk\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1763"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/lizburton.co.uk\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/lizburton.co.uk\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lizburton.co.uk\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lizburton.co.uk\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1763"}],"version-history":[{"count":8,"href":"http:\/\/lizburton.co.uk\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1763\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1772,"href":"http:\/\/lizburton.co.uk\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1763\/revisions\/1772"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/lizburton.co.uk\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1763"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lizburton.co.uk\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1763"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lizburton.co.uk\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1763"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}